Grappling guilt and desire: How R.O. Kwon navigates both in “Exhibit” 

By Gabby Bonds 

Elm Staff Writer 

On Jan. 29, Korean-American author R.O. Kwon visited Washington College to read an excerpt from her recently published novel, “Exhibit,” followed by a generative workshop the next evening on Jan. 30.  

Published just last year as her second novel, “Exhibit” follows Jin, the novel’s narrator, and her struggles between her current life and the life she longs for. After meeting Lidija, an injured world-class ballerina, at a lavish party in San Francisco, Jin’s life and sense of self is forever changed.   

Despite her many accolades, such as being the author of two bestselling novels, one of which was named best book of the year by over 40 publications, Kwon immediately connected with her audience through her relatable personality and humorous nature.    

She discussed how her Korean identity and complicated history with religion influenced the various themes throughout “Exhibit.” Just like her narrator, Jin, Kwon spoke openly about her struggles with the guilt often associated with experiencing and fulfilling desires that exist outside of those permitted in patriarchal, religious-based societies.   

“I am afraid pretty much every single day of bringing shame down upon all Koreans,” Kwon said.   

She also said she experienced hours-long rolling panic attacks throughout writing and publishing this novel. Although an undeniably excruciating experience, Kwon referenced an important quote that she often reminded herself of to persevere: “You cannot play for safety and make art,” by American poet and writer Lucille Clifton.   

The event was well-received by the WC campus community, with a large turnout and a plethora of interesting questions for Kwon following the reading.   

“I usually go into these events blind and always leave having found something new to care about, which was no different last night as I ran to my room to get my money, came back and purchased her book, and got a chance to speak with her,” freshman Julianna Nelson-Gaudette said.   

Luckily for many of those in the audience like Nelson-Gaudette, a recent partnership between the Rose O’Neill Literary House and the Bookplate has allowed copies of featured authors’ work to be purchased after their events 

Kwon then spoke with and signed copies for those interested after her reading.   

Kwon’s generative workshop the next night, called “Following One’s Desires,” was also a smashing success.   

“Being a biology major, I did not know what to expect going into her workshop, but I found it extremely insightful and felt like I learned a lot about writing style and how to write, which I would not have ever thought about prior to attending,” junior Lauren Paules said.   

Kwon’s visit to WC had a significant impact on the students who participated. She kept her audiences engaged through meaningful stories and conversation, as well as leaving them feeling inspired about pursuing their own desires.   

“Helping college students have an outlet for themselves without judgement or show something they may not think of as normal to educate or validate themselves is something I think is extremely valuable,” freshman Hayley Gannon said.   

Students who did not have a chance to attend Kwon’s reading or workshop will have similar opportunities available in the future. The Rose O’Neill Literary House will host author Christopher Tilghman on Feb. 26 for a reading from his fiction work.  Interested students should be on the lookout for an email containing more information shortly. 

Photo by Ella Humphreys.

Photo Caption: R.O. Kwon reads to students, inspiring them while sharing her story. 

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